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My flatmates I was supposed to get a house with next year have intentionally ditched and cut me + 2 others out of the plan and are using the excuse that they ‘forgot’ about us... the other two have other friend groups to move in with. I do not. University has not been for me. Nov 20, 2019 at 9:29 PM

    1. SoulPunisher
      My flatmates I was supposed to get a house with next year have intentionally ditched and cut me + 2 others out of the plan and are using the excuse that they ‘forgot’ about us... the other two have other friend groups to move in with. I do not. University has not been for me.
      1. Hashhog
        Hashhog
        That's really harsh... you haven't been able to talk to the other two about maybe doing the three of you in a flat instead of them going to their separate groups? Or is that already decided? Housing can be a rough, rough process, and that has to be incredibly stressful for you on top of everything else... Sorry to hear it.
        Nov 20, 2019 at 10:08 PM
      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        One is moving in with her friend group and that's set in stone (they've booked the house, deposits made), the other is moving into a house with the entire flat below us and it's at capacity - also booked and deposits made. I asked my friends from the flat above me, they've done the same thing and a re also at capacity. I'm on my own with this.
        Nov 20, 2019 at 11:06 PM
    2. SoulPunisher
      I finally got the energy to write one of my three essay's titles. It was due in a week ago.
    3. SoulPunisher
      Met up with my mum yesterday to fill out some forms relating to my dad’s pension distribution. Went to my uni’s coffee shop and had a talk outside overlooking the town and the beach. Turns out we both think we have PTSD and she’s already decided on getting therapy. I should too.
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      3. boscodo
        boscodo
        Good on you for thinking about a therapist. I'm sure that will help you very much! Sending you hugs and prayers- I cannot imagine how difficult what you've been going through lately it, and here's hoping things start to get better!
        Nov 18, 2019 at 10:47 PM
      4. MoreMoople
        MoreMoople
        Taking steps to take care of yourself is very important. If you find a good therapist, I'm sure you can benefit from it. :)
        Nov 18, 2019 at 11:45 PM
      5. 607
        607
        That would probably be wise. I hope you can get a good therapist.
        Nov 19, 2019 at 9:28 AM
    4. SoulPunisher
      Dad's mum is fine, she just stopped taking her medication because my dad, obviously, wasn't there to remind her. She was lucky and has retained the movement she had before this (not much to lose anyway) and has full speech, memory, blahblahblah and is in the rehabilitation ward.
    5. SoulPunisher
      My dad’s mum has had a stroke now (2nd time this decade), lol what is going on
      1. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        I'm not even going to... wow.
        Bad luck?
        I'm sorry.
        Nov 16, 2019 at 6:29 AM
    6. Jakres
      do you bet eesti gov collapse this year or that blue angry man is sissy
    7. SoulPunisher
      Just joined the Labour Party can I get a “✊🏻“
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      2. mba2012
        mba2012
        That's not how you spell Lib Dems
        Nov 9, 2019
      3. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        I would honestly rather eat a used tissue than join a party overrun by the orange bookers smh
        Nov 10, 2019
      4. mba2012
        mba2012
        better than Jeremy corbyn tho
        Nov 11, 2019
    8. SoulPunisher
      when does this horrible feeling of missing someone and feeling tired constantly and all the bargaining I’m doing end
      1. boscodo
        boscodo
        I hope you feel better really soon <3. We're all here for you, stay strong!
        Nov 7, 2019
    9. SoulPunisher
      Had a dream I woke up next to the girl I love and we had a baby and I made us all breakfast. Life was good for however long that dream was damn
      1. 607
        607
        Good on you for making breakfast!
        Nov 4, 2019
      2. TheKutesyKiraboo
        TheKutesyKiraboo
        aw my heart :((
        Nov 4, 2019
    10. SoulPunisher
      Buried my dad today. Not something I expected to do for another few decades at the very least, but I’m proud of him, everything he’s done, and how the service went. Rest in peace to my best friend 🖤
      1. PetezzaDawg
        PetezzaDawg
        I went through the same thing almost 5 years back. It'll be 5 years on November 23rd, actually. I hope you find making peace easier than I did. My inbox is open if you want to talk about it :)
        Nov 1, 2019
      2. Otus_NigRum
        Otus_NigRum
        Rest in Peace 🙏
        Nov 1, 2019
      3. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Your father was a good man. It is good to see that your mental stability is improving.
        RIP.
        Nov 1, 2019
    11. FadedMartian
      i cannot imagine the grief and sadness you are going through due to your recent loss... I am not sure how much I could say that would comfort you and all with this being the internet, but I really think you are a great person (now that I have seen ya around and talked a bit for the last five-ish years) and I think your Dad knew that. <3
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    12. SoulPunisher
      I had a big plan for my dad’s 2020 birthday. I was going to write a big letter full of all the things I’m grateful that he’s done and buy him his favourite chocolate with my own money instead of him demanding he pays for it. He passed away before he got even an inkling of it.
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      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        The message of this status was initially to never take time for granted, but please never take your loved ones for granted either. My dad was a very healthy and fit 48 year old man and if it wasn’t for a spontaneous stroke, he probably had a good 30-40 years left in him, and yet here I am, with that being my biggest and pretty much only regret.
        Oct 27, 2019
      3. JDHallows
        JDHallows
        I'm so sorry for you loss, I'm sure it's been tough for you.

        Regrets are one of the most painful things to live with in life. I know I have my fair share of them. Just make sure you don't hold on to that one for too long, but learn from it like you are now.

        I'm sure your dad knew you loved him. You have a big heart Soul, I've seen it before here on the forums.
        Oct 28, 2019
      4. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Thank you. I hope he did. It was the last thing I ever said to him so I hope he remembered.
        Oct 29, 2019
    13. SoulPunisher
      YOU GUYS CAN DO YOUR THING AND I’LL JUST LEAVE AT NINE I DON’T WANNA BORE YOU WITH MY FRAIL STATE OF MIND
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    14. SoulPunisher
      When I was a kid, my dad used to come into my bedroom to say goodnight and he’d read me the books my mum would buy for me. I would not have the adoration I have for reading and writing that I do now without him.
    15. SoulPunisher
      The first game I ever played was Spyro The Dragon when I was 2 years old. My dad taught me the controls and completed all of the levels I couldn’t do by myself. 17 years later and I still love the hobby and the thousands of worlds he introduced me to.
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      2. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Not often I get to see this online playing out in real time. Your father seems like a good man. My condolences.`
        Oct 16, 2019
    16. SoulPunisher
      My dad passed away at 6PM GMT on Monday, October 14th, 2019. He was surrounded by his entire family (besides his mum, who said her goodbye the day before). I love him so much and I’m going to miss him more than he could have imagined. Hope he’s mad that our dog outlived him tho
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      3. Krysyy
        Krysyy
        Sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your family find peace.
        Oct 16, 2019
      4. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Thank you all. It’s a horrible and crap situation my family and I have found ourselves in - he was even the only person who could have helped us move forward properly, since he was only 9 years older than me when he lost his own dad. But we’ll figure it out. We owe it to him to do that.
        Oct 16, 2019
      5. TheKutesyKiraboo
        TheKutesyKiraboo
        I probably cannot help that much, but if you ever need anything let us know :)
        Oct 16, 2019
    17. SoulPunisher
      My dad’s condition is stable today. Tomorrow and the coming days will be his real test. I myself feel like I have two metal plates grinding against each other in my head and cracking. I’m exhausted, should probably try to finally cry and book a therapist.
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      2. jewel_king
        Oct 10, 2019
      3. MoreMoople
        MoreMoople
        Keep going <3 Crying/finding a therapist sounds like a good idea. Let it out.
        Oct 10, 2019
    18. SoulPunisher
      My dad’s condition has worsened. Doesn’t look like I’ll be back at university anytime soon and my trip to Dublin to meet my best girl is cancelled. I’m holding up okay but it’s getting hard.
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      3. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Hold on to hope, Soul.
        Oct 10, 2019
      4. boscodo
        boscodo
        oh no... that's awful... I'm so sorry. I hope your dad gets better very soon and you can go see your girl! Keeping you in my prayers.
        Oct 10, 2019
      5. KatydidBuild
        KatydidBuild
        Thoughts and Prayers to you, your Dad, your family and the girl in Dublin. Peace and Health to all of you, soonest.
        Oct 10, 2019
    19. SoulPunisher
      On Sunday my dad had a stroke. Yesterday he underwent surgery. He was taken out of his coma while I was visiting + through the worst of it now, quicker than expected, but I would appreciate it if you could keep him and my family in your thoughts and prayers during this time.
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      2. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Good luck to him.
        Oct 9, 2019
      3. TheKutesyKiraboo
        TheKutesyKiraboo
        I wish the best and only the best for you and your father. You have my prayers, I hope everything improves.
        Oct 9, 2019
      4. ThaKloned
        ThaKloned
        Good to hear he's doing better. Hopefully all is normal again soon.
        Oct 9, 2019
    20. SoulPunisher
      So my dad is in quite a bad way and my mum and siblings aren’t coping well. Booked the week off university and will be going home until Friday. Not sure what I’ll do when I get back from Ireland on Monday. This was supposed to be the best week of my life, not the worst.
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      2. MoreMoople
        MoreMoople
        Oh no :( So sorry to hear that. Stay strong <3
        Oct 7, 2019
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