SoulPunisher
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SoulPunisher

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Turning 25 next month. Part of me wants to do that whole growing up thing a few people have told me to try out but part of me also really wants to buy an XSR700 for myself and go riding with my friends 😩 why is being an adult so hard Apr 12, 2025

    1. SoulPunisher
      Strawberries and skyr is the best thing to happen to dairy-based cuisine since some guy decided to drink cow milk for literally no reason.
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    2. SoulPunisher
      I can't sleep anymore.
    3. SoulPunisher
      just found out Napoleon Bonaparte is dead I am literally crying right now
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      2. 607
        607
        I feel like this correlation doesn't suggest a causal relation.
        Nov 23, 2019
    4. SoulPunisher
      We both just fell asleep while FaceTiming in bed damn we’re cuter than u
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    5. SoulPunisher
      The house is booked! No, not mine, but my flatmate’s who ditched me!
    6. SoulPunisher
      My flatmates I was supposed to get a house with next year have intentionally ditched and cut me + 2 others out of the plan and are using the excuse that they ‘forgot’ about us... the other two have other friend groups to move in with. I do not. University has not been for me.
      1. Hashhog
        Hashhog
        That's really harsh... you haven't been able to talk to the other two about maybe doing the three of you in a flat instead of them going to their separate groups? Or is that already decided? Housing can be a rough, rough process, and that has to be incredibly stressful for you on top of everything else... Sorry to hear it.
        Nov 20, 2019
      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        One is moving in with her friend group and that's set in stone (they've booked the house, deposits made), the other is moving into a house with the entire flat below us and it's at capacity - also booked and deposits made. I asked my friends from the flat above me, they've done the same thing and a re also at capacity. I'm on my own with this.
        Nov 20, 2019
    7. SoulPunisher
      I finally got the energy to write one of my three essay's titles. It was due in a week ago.
    8. SoulPunisher
      Met up with my mum yesterday to fill out some forms relating to my dad’s pension distribution. Went to my uni’s coffee shop and had a talk outside overlooking the town and the beach. Turns out we both think we have PTSD and she’s already decided on getting therapy. I should too.
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      3. __INKY
        __INKY
        Good on you for thinking about a therapist. I'm sure that will help you very much! Sending you hugs and prayers- I cannot imagine how difficult what you've been going through lately it, and here's hoping things start to get better!
        Nov 18, 2019
      4. MoreMoople
        MoreMoople
        Taking steps to take care of yourself is very important. If you find a good therapist, I'm sure you can benefit from it. :)
        Nov 18, 2019
      5. 607
        607
        That would probably be wise. I hope you can get a good therapist.
        Nov 19, 2019
    9. SoulPunisher
      Dad's mum is fine, she just stopped taking her medication because my dad, obviously, wasn't there to remind her. She was lucky and has retained the movement she had before this (not much to lose anyway) and has full speech, memory, blahblahblah and is in the rehabilitation ward.
    10. SoulPunisher
      My dad’s mum has had a stroke now (2nd time this decade), lol what is going on
      1. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        I'm not even going to... wow.
        Bad luck?
        I'm sorry.
        Nov 16, 2019
    11. Jakres
      do you bet eesti gov collapse this year or that blue angry man is sissy
      1. Jakres
        Jakres
        blue angry man is sissy confirmed.
        Their 3rd minister is sacked (hi free money) + his chancellor who exposed him (and did inform court before going to media)
        PM uses "other better ways and not showing last weeks session" as reason for sacking the chancellor
        Nov 25, 2019
    12. SoulPunisher
      Just joined the Labour Party can I get a “✊🏻“
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      2. mba2012
        mba2012
        That's not how you spell Lib Dems
        Nov 9, 2019
      3. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        I would honestly rather eat a used tissue than join a party overrun by the orange bookers smh
        Nov 10, 2019
      4. mba2012
        mba2012
        better than Jeremy corbyn tho
        Nov 11, 2019
    13. SoulPunisher
      when does this horrible feeling of missing someone and feeling tired constantly and all the bargaining I’m doing end
      1. __INKY
        __INKY
        I hope you feel better really soon <3. We're all here for you, stay strong!
        Nov 7, 2019
    14. SoulPunisher
      Buried my dad today. Not something I expected to do for another few decades at the very least, but I’m proud of him, everything he’s done, and how the service went. Rest in peace to my best friend 🖤
      1. PetezzaDawg
        PetezzaDawg
        I went through the same thing almost 5 years back. It'll be 5 years on November 23rd, actually. I hope you find making peace easier than I did. My inbox is open if you want to talk about it :)
        Nov 1, 2019
      2. Otus_NigRum
        Otus_NigRum
        Rest in Peace 🙏
        Nov 1, 2019
      3. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Your father was a good man. It is good to see that your mental stability is improving.
        RIP.
        Nov 1, 2019
    15. FadedMartian
      i cannot imagine the grief and sadness you are going through due to your recent loss... I am not sure how much I could say that would comfort you and all with this being the internet, but I really think you are a great person (now that I have seen ya around and talked a bit for the last five-ish years) and I think your Dad knew that. <3
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    16. SoulPunisher
      I had a big plan for my dad’s 2020 birthday. I was going to write a big letter full of all the things I’m grateful that he’s done and buy him his favourite chocolate with my own money instead of him demanding he pays for it. He passed away before he got even an inkling of it.
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      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        The message of this status was initially to never take time for granted, but please never take your loved ones for granted either. My dad was a very healthy and fit 48 year old man and if it wasn’t for a spontaneous stroke, he probably had a good 30-40 years left in him, and yet here I am, with that being my biggest and pretty much only regret.
        Oct 27, 2019
      3. JDHallows
        JDHallows
        I'm so sorry for you loss, I'm sure it's been tough for you.

        Regrets are one of the most painful things to live with in life. I know I have my fair share of them. Just make sure you don't hold on to that one for too long, but learn from it like you are now.

        I'm sure your dad knew you loved him. You have a big heart Soul, I've seen it before here on the forums.
        Oct 28, 2019
      4. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Thank you. I hope he did. It was the last thing I ever said to him so I hope he remembered.
        Oct 29, 2019
    17. SoulPunisher
      YOU GUYS CAN DO YOUR THING AND I’LL JUST LEAVE AT NINE I DON’T WANNA BORE YOU WITH MY FRAIL STATE OF MIND
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    18. SoulPunisher
      When I was a kid, my dad used to come into my bedroom to say goodnight and he’d read me the books my mum would buy for me. I would not have the adoration I have for reading and writing that I do now without him.
    19. SoulPunisher
      The first game I ever played was Spyro The Dragon when I was 2 years old. My dad taught me the controls and completed all of the levels I couldn’t do by myself. 17 years later and I still love the hobby and the thousands of worlds he introduced me to.
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      2. Warlord678
        Warlord678
        Not often I get to see this online playing out in real time. Your father seems like a good man. My condolences.`
        Oct 16, 2019
    20. SoulPunisher
      My dad passed away at 6PM GMT on Monday, October 14th, 2019. He was surrounded by his entire family (besides his mum, who said her goodbye the day before). I love him so much and I’m going to miss him more than he could have imagined. Hope he’s mad that our dog outlived him tho
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      3. Krysyy
        Krysyy
        Sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your family find peace.
        Oct 16, 2019
      4. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Thank you all. It’s a horrible and crap situation my family and I have found ourselves in - he was even the only person who could have helped us move forward properly, since he was only 9 years older than me when he lost his own dad. But we’ll figure it out. We owe it to him to do that.
        Oct 16, 2019
      5. _REMOVED_104180
        _REMOVED_104180
        I probably cannot help that much, but if you ever need anything let us know :)
        Oct 16, 2019
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