I don't know how to go about this in the most eloquient of ways. I'm not even going to both to revise this either. I've come to learn alot over my last 4 years on EMC. Over the last week I have learned even more then I have in the last 4 years. This has lead me to this post I am no conducting. This is not to be seen as a result of the last week but more of a realization for me that has lead me to this conclusion and decision. I would like to apologize for the thread I posted awhile ago, not because of the outcome or the discussion. I want to apologize for the fact that I realized I do not fit into the EMC community anymore. I'm a man out of his own time so to speak. Essentially, I should have left EMC around 2 years ago. I've matured greatly but I've come to realize I am no longer able to reconcile my own life and who I am in real life with those who are on EMC. There are many people that I care deeply about on SMP2 and EMC and I love you all dearly. I was wrong earlier this week, but mostly because the way I think is now antiquated to the reality of now. I apologize to all that seemed so offended by my idea.From now on I will be taking an indefinite break from the EMC public. I will not be talking in chat, on mumble, forums, or in town. I might be on from time to time but at this point I'm withdrawing from the EMC community. I will try to keep my res's from going derelict but I make no promises. I just want everything to be undone. I don't seek pity and if you think I do, go ahead post below, I don't care anymore. I have done so much that I'm proud of on EMC, but one goal I have sought for a long time will never be achieved. I'm too serious, too practical, too caring, and too ignorant. For that I leave you. It has been a long and creative and exciting 4 years but it now seems to come to a close. I am so sorry. Good bye. You will all hear from me again, whether it be on EMC sometime in the far future, or on the TV as my serious and caring self changes the world.To those on SMP2 and my friends in general. I love you all dearly. I am so sorry for how this might effect you. I just need to get away, I did mess things up. However, don't feel sad, or troubled. Just try to follow my successes not failures. Don't be afraid to take things a little bit seriously. Some might think this is just a game, but a game will not be fun without some level of seriousness. without some serious people EMC would not survive. Strive for wealth, Strive for greatness, Strive for new heights and new records. However, do not strive for popularity. That would be my greatest mistake. It has brought me so much suffering and pain.