What's wrong? I hope you'll still manage to get it! You're always welcome to PM me about it if you decide not to reveal it in public or to those you don't trust.
Alright, I'll try to explain... I need to think about it anyway, but my home (rented home, not parental home) is rather bad at the moment which makes it hard to focus.
So for our final assignment I had to write about everything I learnt this year. At least, that's what I thought.
After the interview about it, weeks after I handed it in, my tutor and the committed said they thought things were missing, and the committed said he thought I had learnt more than was in my document. I didn't understand what he meant.
Then I got an e-mail which made it clear: I had been supposed to write about éverything we had been taught - the bigger subjects, at least. I didn't know this, and as I only wrote about what I personally learnt and that didn't nearly include everything, my document is inadequate for a diploma.
Now I got the proposal to write a complement of 10 pages, about the subjects I didn't include.
Of course, first off, I really don't féél like doing that, because I thought I was done, _at last_, and now I'd suddenly have to get all of my literature and notebooks et cetera again and work even more.
But besides, I excluded the subjects I excluded for a reason. I didn't learn anything from them. For some because I missed them completely (I skipped a lot of lectures because of exhaustedness, and after school I was usually so tired I've read little literature), for others because they simply didn't apply to me, or appeal to me. How can I write 10 pages about things I dídn't learn??
^^ what lucky said! Trust me, finishing this WILL benefit you in the long run. It'll feel like an accomplishment: "this sucked, but I kept my drive, kept going, and finished it anyways". Good luck! :)
Another thing keeping me from wanting to try is that if I manage to do it now, I will be even more frustrated that I didn't know this was the objective right from the start.
"Why would I do it again?" Because you'll show yourself you can deal with more suckings in a year. My life sucks almost every day, yet I deal with it, and usually something good comes from it. :)
"didn't know this was the objective right from the start" complain more, and/or write 8 pages and one extra to argue it wasn't clear what to do and that you therefore deserve to have to write less. :P
Interesting.
I'll try to decide today. I now think that if I think I _could_ do it, I _should_ do it. I'm however not sure if I can, without sacrificing things I don't want to sacrifice to such a cause.
But you can do it! Go for it! :D You've not done this entire year, nor the previous thing you wrote for nothing. Just this thing is needed to finish it, and then you should be done. :)
You can't know whether I can do it. :P
I think with help I might be able to do it, but that's not certain enough. Moreover, on Tuesday there's a barbecue with the entire school that some people would like to have me come to, and on Wednesday one of us celebrates his birthday, and I am supposed to be there as well.
Zavanne has been trying to help me, but I've been in tears for a while now. I don't think I can do it.
Either way, it'll be alright. But I feel terrible.
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