It's probably just me but ever since summer started I've had no motivation to do anything at all. I had nothing to do all day so I sat around and played Xbox here and there but generally just being online on my phone. I have lost all drive and passion for EMC and the forums. I wanted to kick start my Youtube channel as well over the summer but I've just been too lazy to find recording and editing software. At least in school even as bad as it was; gave me something to do. I know I'm not the only one that feels like this, I've heard other people talk about the same problem I have. I used to be able to just grind out games on Xbox but lately it's not fun for me. Or anything else besides staying up late with my phone, eating and stalking my crush on social networks. I constantly feel tired but have no idea why, I don't think it's depression and I first assumed it was because I just got burnt out on Xbox and many other things. But lately I haven't been eating breakfast and barely anything else mostly due to my superior ability to not get out of bed and go do something (I am NOT a morning person).And going back to the EMC side of things, I kind of got annoyed that all I saw in the new threads box thing on the right were just auctions so I kind of took a break from the forums and the game for a while. Which is very ironic seeming as though I was already not active on the forums or in-game for the past few months. Also, when I got Diamond I planned to make 2 shops on my new res's, and a giant farming residence on Utopia. And as you have read, I was too lazy and lacked motivation. I know probably only one person will read this, but for that one person I say thank you for taking time to read this. I know it's a giant wall of text and you could give plenty of reasons why I should keep playing EMC, but right now, I'll just keep my res's from going derelict and looking at the forums once in a while. Oh and don't worry I'm not going to cut myself or anything, I'm not that depressed or whatever. Just updating you guys what's going on with me.