First let me just say that I have ABSOLUTELY NO FRIENDS. That includes both real life and virtual life. I have been extremely depressed over the last few well in truth last 5 months. And at one point it got so bad my only way of fighting it was to build a tomb in my home and this was my way of saying what I was contemplating at the time. Flash forward to today and yesterday and while i'm still depressed it wasn't as bad as then until yesterday when i'm at class and the crap begins. Idk why or what it is about me but i'm always the friking target. This time it was about me being alone and apparently my choice of reading material gave the brutes even more ammo to throw at me. (apparently star trek and scifi in general for books makes me a gay) So class ends and I head off to work and my own department manager decides to go off on goddamn rant that at my age being single means I must be gay democrat thats going to go to hell. I'm sorry for rant/rambling but im ready to scream and needed to get this off my chest before i do anything crazy. Aikar if you read this im sorry for dissing the new shop I was quite still upset.