Hello guys, I have a big problem and I don't know what to do.It all started in 5th course of primary school. I began to have problems with my friends, and I ended with no friends. Then (don't ask why, please) they upgraded me one course, so I passed from 5th to 1st of secondary. 1st of secondary was great, I made friends and everything, but in 2nd *something* happened and I got depressed. I began to think a lot of sad things, had anxiety attacks, went to the psychologist... 3rd of secondary was horrible. I didn't know who was my real friend, who to trust... I was completely paranoid, in fact. My friends asked me to stay far from them at the break at the end of the course. Now I am in 4th and I feel like if I didn't have any friends, although one of my friends says he is truly my friend. I'm beggining to believe that it is my fault, that I'm doing something terribly wrong, but I can't be sure of anything. I think I'm going to get depressed again. But I don't want to.I need help.Sorry if I was too selfish.