Hi everyone, sorry for not being as active as I've been saying the past months. And sorry if this post is a little selfish, and justtalks about me. But please just read, and try tohelp me somehow.Some of you may recognize me( 1% of the community atm). If not, I am generalfelino015, a latino that has a derpy and crazy personality that everyone hates .So this is by far in my life the worst year of my life, why you ask? Because it was my most depressive and lonliest year of my life. Many friends of my aren't my friends anymore, others just don't like my companionship, others just don't talk to me as often as before.Taking account that I just suffered an heart inflamation last weak, that made the situation even worst. Can't go to partys, and socialise with new faces. Can't go to school because of my situation. Can't hanndle anything that makes my heart go crazy. Can't play the drums(my favorite hobbie of my life).Most of my friends don't play video games, so I just have a little group to chat. My family members are going to different parts of the continent to live their own lives.School is ending, so my friends of my childhood in school, are planinng and going to other parts of the world, to go and study their carriers.And I am here alone, saying bye with a fake face, that they think that is alright, and that nothing is wrong.The worst part is that their is agroup of people that noticed my situation, but I just told them that is ok, leaving me alone, because of my fault, and my insecurity.So what I am asking to you the community, yes you and you in the corner watching that bird in the window. To give ma kind of advice or something, because all the phsicologist i've met, they just tell me how to be in life, as their manual tells them.Help, S.O.S, something, someone out there. Can you help me?And if yes, tell me how or, just tell me our way f seeing my situation atm.Thnx EMC, and thnx to it's community that somehow is way bigger than i've expected to be 3 years ago.