I've been having flashbacks outside of my dreams now, usually triggered by thinking of certain things that don't have any immediately known connection; it's a struggle to get out of bed in the morning and I am always lethargic, I'm struggling to eat,
and I am overcome with intense panic whenever I feel a muscle or something move in my neck because I become convinced that it's an artery popping that will give me a stroke too.
However now that I have suspended my university studies and will be returning home on Monday, I will be able to book a doctor's appointment sometime next week and hopefully finally get prescribed some kind of therapy. I'll also be applying for a job starting in the new year and will hopefully get a solid routine.
I'm so sorry... I can't imagine how hard that must be. A doctor, therapist, and routine will definitely help you out. I really hope that you start feeling better soon- keeping you in my prayers!
I dont know what to say except I hope you get better. I cant imagine the pain you're going through, it must be really tough. Stay strong and fight, we are rooting for you.
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