...as I feel like a threat not only to the integrity of my reputation and the quality of the EMC community, but also to the quality of my own life. EMC does give me a good place to share my art (which I may still do), and I do feel the need to talk to someone when my friends are gone and mom not listening,...
...but it has been becoming harder and harder for me not to make statuses (and posts in general) that are considered controversial, come across as dramatic, and even stuff that is inappropriate. Also, my attempts to fix the MPO seem to be both failing and backfiring, and the activity of the MPO was the only thing...
...that kept me around and having any fun for as long as I stayed. So, I think it may be time to leave for good and for the better. I may return one day, but I don't plan to, and it probably won't be soon if I do.
Also, if you hate me, worry about me a lot, and/or get annoyed by me a lot, I understand, but in that case, I would recommend looking at the middle paragraph in my signature (edited my signature from before as of today) and hopefully then you'll have a very basic idea of what I'm going through these days.
I do not believe I am good for the EMC community or having fun here, so I'm probably better off leaving. If I do unexpectedly manage to get the MPO fixed, I'll probably either let it take its course with brand new leaders and me forever remembered in its history, or make that my final bastion of life on EMC and fly under the radar most other places.
However, last but not least, I will certainly remember and miss some of you. Also, thanks to those of you (staff or not) who are doing good for this community and the people in it.
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