Exactly. I believed what I was told in the form of staff threads and player comments. But that was only one layer to the complex situation. The part that kills me the most is that I know all too well what it is like to have someone abuse the connection they have with you, and so I usually can see that situation clear as day in other people, yet for some reason I separated EMC from the rest of the world,
and judged what happened here differently. Ever since you posted that picture on Cookie and told the true story, it snapped me out of my self-made fairy tale of lies. I have to thank you for that, but I also have to be honest that I feel infinitely bad about how stupid I was.
I have made a lot of stupid mistakes here, and I will never forgive myself for any of them. I am rambling now, so I will end this.
Its ok, I wish i could like your comments. We have all made bad mistakes and not everything is going to clear for us all the time. I don't hold grudges cause they don't benefit me in anyway. But i do understand where your coming from and what you mean.
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