I saw a veteran at the store earlier and I got to thinking, there are always people struggling with mental health issues. Whether its PTSD, Depression, etc., There is always people and hotlines to help you there available. I am no health care proffesional by any means, but after losing 2 close friends within a year of eachother, trust me life can be hard at times, but know life has its ups and downs. It will get better. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 800-273-8255 https://www.veteranscrisisline.net/ 1-800-273-8255 (and press 1) Best wishes in support and in recovery