So I hate that I'm having to write this thread. I hate when other people write them, but I've done my best not to post them all the time. But anyway..Lately I've gotten comments from random people like I act like I'm better than everyone or I do nothing but hunt people down and post insults everyday, I do nothing but kiss up to the mods and report everyone. Was never my intention to seem this way at all. I always try to think before commenting or doing things. If I ever report anyone it's for something severe or it's a repeated offence they have committed in chat and already been asked to stop/warned to stop. I don't hunt people down to post rude comments. I don't sit and read every thread just to be rude to people. I'm doing what we're all told to do. If you see someone breaking the rules, let staff know, also on the guide it says: Conflict ResolutionResolve any conflicts quickly and with compassion for others. If a moderator has to step in to resolve a conflict, all parties involved may find themselves having a 24-hour break from the Empire Minecraft server. If someone is violating one of the commandments, privately tell one of the moderators. False claims of commandment violation will result in the claimant being banned.I just do what I can to follow the rules and remind everyone of them. Of course I'm going to be rude if you're rude to me first. I was always taught to be nice to everyone but yet I read the forums and we're supposed to proud to have 60K members and want people to stay and more members to come yet I see people being rude to each other and practically breaking the rules and then using the commandments to back them up.Also I guess I should explain some things. I'm not trying to make excuses but I guess my mood from RL is bleeding over into EMC. I've been stuck in my house for 2+ months with no car. Cabin fever is something I would wish on no-one. The only people I know are alive and I have seen their faces and I know I'm not talking to a bunch of robots- are my husband, our creepy old landlord and whoever comes to give him a ride to and from work for the weekend and then I don't see him for 3 days. We've been without a car since March 1st because his boss called on the way to work, his phone fell and he went to grab it, the forestry truck slammed on it's breaks, causing an 18-wheeler to stop in front of him and he didn't see it, so he ran under it. The car we bought and put all of our tax money into caught fire in our driveway two weeks later. The house we live in, is practically falling apart around us because our landlord sucks. If we ask him to come fix anything, he chooses to come fix it when I'm home alone and then I have to listen to him rant about losing millions.I haven't seen my dad and my sister in person for 3 years. It's starting to get to me. The only friends that I have, are online. Mostly on EMC.I have health problems, like PCOS. Poly-Cystic Ovary Syndrome. I have hormone issues, Bi-Polar, Depression, Anxiety etc. I'm overweight. My hair falls out. I'm constantly sick and in pain and unhappy even though I make the effort but can't stand for long or I start to hurt so badly I can't move.So I guess if I've came across as rude or hateful or anything like that, I didn't mean to be and sarcasm doesn't translate well through text. I'm really sorry guys.