My fight, My life has been controlled over one thing. It has always been the same. I have giving up so many things, because something in my head was telling me i wasn't good enough no matter how hard i tried. i would have a fight every single day to be happy. i was trying to prove to myself that i was happy. But then: Friday 2 weeks ago i was riding to the shops to get my step mom something to eat for lunch before she had to go to work, as a surprise. I raced down the road and onto the street and on the way i looked away from the street and hit something at 50 km/h i hit the ground and was knocked out asap. i woke up with about 10 ppl around me and blood everywhere. The ambulance took 35 min to get to where i had landed. i was put in the ambulance to wen i went into surgery. after going into all that bs. i found it easier in life. i don't know why but i am much more happier now then i was before! i have been making a full recover and my metal health is getting better and better as the days go past. so i guess i can finally say i am happy! You may have seen this as me wanting attention but believe me that was the last thing i wanted in my last threads.
In reading your story, I couldn't help but think about several songs that I have heard over the years, and pondered how they fit what you were describing. The first was from RED called Fight Inside : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohrqjP5JrjQ I must also mention that a lot of the songs that came to mind were a result of my upbringing and going to Church. Another Fight song is one by Carman : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2dt8hlyJ2Q Another Carman song which also ties into your topic, somewhat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujIOfb-qC-E This reminded me of yet another song, which my mother liked, and I heard a lot growing up, which is closer in terminology to what you spoke about. So I researched it and finally found it : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_xEKQAT3yw Upon searching for the above song, however, I found another song that is not as preachy. I hope that is not how this reply is taken, but rather viewed as how I processed your original post, which led me to this song : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6Sxv-sUYtM , which I found to be a really good toe tapping tune. So I took the time to consider all of the above, and wanted to share with you. I do hope you continue to live life Happy, not sad. One last song that came to the mind of one who is not a big Country fan, but it seems like it could be what happened. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9TShlMkQnc If only we could keep this perspective....I think we would live life happy everyday. Have a Happy Day KnightZer0ne Tempered Outpost Founder
I'm glad your ok callum! And happy to see your cheerful If you still ever wanna talk you know where to contact me <3
Getting hit by any vehicle sucks! I'm glad to see your ok though! I'm also glad you came out of that mess with more than you previously had!
Glad to hear you're ok buddy! Yeah, always be careful around streets and such Hope things continue to work out for you!
We've had our disagreements and misunderstandings... but I'm still glad you're better. This sounds really scary, and it could've killed you. Hope it never happens again and that you make a full recovery.
