SoulPunisher
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SoulPunisher

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It's been a long while since I wrote anything on here, and I appreciate that half of it was naïve teenaged ramblings, but if anyone enjoyed my writing back the day I've made a SubStack to publish such things on if you'd be interested in dropping it a follow. Mar 25, 2024 at 9:31 PM

    1. SoulPunisher
      I’ve never had a pumpkin spice latte before and I regret waiting until now. Holy moly those girls on Tumblr in 2014 had a point!!! https://imgur.com/a/VGy2iAV
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    2. SoulPunisher
      It’s now officially been 1 year since I last spoke to my dad and seen him smile. I’d do anything to re-experience that FaceTime call.
    3. SoulPunisher
      Saw my dad in person for the last time ever a year ago today.
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      3. KatydidBuild
        KatydidBuild
        (__) Hugs. It gets better with time. That feeling is normal. It gets better. Time heals.
        Sep 22, 2020
      4. 607
        607
        Ah, right, you told me about that before. You still experience that? That is concerning.
        Sep 22, 2020
      5. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Might be something to do with how I’ve not been able to get therapy or see a doctor about anything throughout lockdown, and the only charities I know of that deal with grief support focus on women/widows/children so I can’t get help there either.

        With that said, I wouldn’t have taken any help anyway and I still wouldn’t. So hey, who knows? 🤓
        Sep 24, 2020
    4. SoulPunisher
      Tested negative for COVID-19 🥳
      1. JohnKid
        JohnKid
        Woohoo! Always good news to hear that - hope you feel better from whatever is still ailing you soon though!
        Sep 15, 2020
      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Just a cold that pulled out the flu symptoms on me :P it’s gone already, just dealing with the cough it’s left behind that’s going to get me funny looks now that I can go out into public again. Relieving to hear it’s not COVID though for sure
        Sep 16, 2020
    5. SoulPunisher
      currently dying of COVID symptoms and you can’t even get tests anymore this is great
      1. Jakres
        Jakres
        >pokes with stick
        Sep 14, 2020
      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        It got me D:
        Sep 14, 2020
      3. Jakres
        Jakres
        wait wat
        wat wat wat
        Sep 14, 2020
    6. SoulPunisher
      She’s seeing someone else. Things haven’t been great between us since I became a grief and PTSD riddled mess so it was expected. But, man, I’ve lost a good one. That’s a big oof. :/
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      3. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Lucky and Tbird, you’re right. I’ve spent the day thinking of all the emotionally manipulative/toxic things she’s done to me since my dad died, starting on the night I was informed he was going to die... it’s a very, very long list. I really wasn’t missing out on anything at all. But, blegh, four years of my life...
        Aug 30, 2020
      4. luckycordel
        luckycordel
        Like Tbird said if you ever need to talk you can pm me and I'm sure her too. I've been in your shoes before. Best wishes to ya.
        Aug 30, 2020
      5. ShyguytheGamer1
        ShyguytheGamer1
        Man, big oof on this one. If she's that abusive and manipulative, she definitely wasn't worth the time and energy. If you ever need to talk to someone, my DMs are rated E for everybody.
        Aug 30, 2020
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      2. luckycordel
        luckycordel
        Nice place to sit back and chill!
        Aug 25, 2020
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      2. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        Water needs to clear up but we’re good to go :-)
        Aug 14, 2020
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      2. luckycordel
        luckycordel
        what is going to live in there?
        Aug 12, 2020
      3. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        To be honest, I’m not sure yet lol. The fish selection is up to my mum and she doesn’t seem to have decided yet. I’m making it with catfish at least in mind so if we do get any, which she said she 100% wants, they can’t hurt themselves lol
        Aug 13, 2020
    7. SoulPunisher
      Haven’t slept in 2 days and somehow feel absolutely fine and very awake. Strange.
    8. SoulPunisher
      One year ago today I was flying to a faraway place I’ve never visited. My dad was sat across the aisle from me with his headphones on, unaware that in two months he’d be dead. I was sorting out the last of my uni stuff. Life used to have a point.
      1. Nickblockmaster
        Nickblockmaster
        Not the moment of my death worries me so, but what kind of a man is left of me when that time comes. Life still has a point. As long as your heart is beating, you have a reason. I don't know what my purpose is, but there's no evidence to doubt it's existence. I'll find my way, and I hope that you will too.
        Aug 1, 2020
    9. SoulPunisher
      Had a weird dream with (not about) my dad last night. I don’t remember anything about it besides that I started crying when I saw him, he hugged me, told me some quote about grief he learned from his ‘great granddad who was alive 700 years ago’, and also cooked food for me. 🤔
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      2. ShyguytheGamer1
        ShyguytheGamer1
        I'm lucky if I get this from my dad in real life

        You should really look this dream up too. Look up every individual thing that happens, keep it broad, and see if anything connects.

        I don't believe in horoscopes or zodiacs but I do believe dreams, after multiple experiences I've had personally.
        Jul 24, 2020
      3. 607
        607
        I had a nightmare, or at least the ending was like a nightmare, where we were going to the beach and my mother remarked between sentences that Dad would be coming too. I'm glad we buried him, so I know that he can't (reasonably) be alive somewhere on earth hiding things from us.
        Jul 24, 2020
      4. 607
        607
        I suppose that if he would be I might eventually be happy for it, but I'm glad I don't have to take the possibility into account, for even if his body would've been missing the chance of it would still be extremely low.
        Jul 24, 2020
    10. SoulPunisher
      Very happy Scouser tonight 🥰🥰🥰 thank you big daddy Jurgen 💓💓💓
    11. SoulPunisher
      This was 100% worth squirting super glue all over my fingers for lol. Really happy with how this turned out even if the wood is way bigger than I expected https://imgur.com/a/zsvcaOO
      1. TomvanWijnen
        TomvanWijnen
        Wow, very cool!
        Jul 8, 2020
    12. SoulPunisher
      Just got stung on the toe by a wasp and oh my god this hurts more than I remember
      1. SoulPunisher
        SoulPunisher
        I rate this higher than when I cut my finger on glass and it got stuck in me. Venom is overkill man wtf
        Jul 8, 2020
      2. MoreMoople
        MoreMoople
        Ouch!!! Feel better soon D:
        Jul 8, 2020
    13. SoulPunisher
      China is threatening my country with ‘consequences’ because we’re kicking their companies out of our vital infrastructure and moving away from them economically, I couldn’t be prouder :-)
      1. ShyguytheGamer1
        ShyguytheGamer1
        This message was brought to you by: Tik Tok
        Jul 7, 2020
      2. OhMiku
        OhMiku
        the world is far too reliant on china, good to see us taking a step back from them
        Jul 7, 2020
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